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Lost Hope by BlackFire64 Lost Hope by BlackFire64
I hate myself so much right now. I want to just rip all my hair out and punch myself repeatedly until I'm black and blue...

Since the day started I've slowly begun to lose faith in ONE. There's so many better games out there and I'm afraid that it won't turn out how I want it to and that those who do like it will be disappointed with me...

I just feel so sick to my stomach...I want to puke...I feel so bad having these thoughts but they won't leave my head no matter what I do...
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cuteFnaf123fan Featured By Owner May 17, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Jucabro Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I clicked on this picture and nearly scared myself into being in a state of paralysis.  The amount of detail is astounding.... I'm legitimately horrified.  You've got some real talent there.  Holy fuck.

Yeah, this is...  ahahahah.... ahhhh....

                      s'fine.... I didn't feel like sleeping anyway.
haymakers Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014  Professional General Artist
DeviousVampire Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2014
Even when he's scary Doux is adorable~

And I love ONE, have from the start, tis a great game that honestly stands up well on it's own. The most disappointing thing that could ever happen is... realizing that there's an end... actually that's more depressing than disappointing, but you get what I mean XD You're making a really good and interesting game, and if you think there are better games out there just I dunno, say that there aren't XD! They don't exist, there are no better games out there, you've made the best thing since sliced bread dammit! ...Uh something like that, self motivation goes a looong way~
impp-Lina-Twilia Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Student General Artist
I know what it feels like to be in the depths of despair like that. Life's not always easy, but there's always a better way for people like us. You've inspired me so much as an artist, and I'm happy that you're here to do that! Just keep going, and no matter what don't lose hope! =) 
Dubsteptree Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Student Artist
In my honest opinion I find ONE very interesting and really creative
InfiniteAnimations Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
how do you draw the blood? :3 
Suffer--in--Silence Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014
practice makes pudding, sweetheart. even if it doesn't quite turn out the way you wanted it to, it's gonna be fine. it's not like we're gonna hate you or even dislike how the game comes out, and if some of your watchers do react that way, they're not worth your attention. people nowadays are just nagging at artists to make more and more for their amusement because they're the type of drooling brainless idiots that can't find a decent hobby to keep themselves entertained for more than half an hour.
I'm really sorry you feel this way and I wish there was more I could do..
SilverStarSheep Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014
You can't keep living in the "what if." You can't let these worries and doubts hold you back. Believe me, I know. It's HARD, but in the end, you can say that you finished a project and be proud of that. You finished a game!! Not everyone can do that! Even if people don't like it. Even if people are disappointed. Honestly, the only thing you can do is you have to use that for a frame of reference. Learn from it. Make something better from it. Because you can only get better, you can only learn more.
I don't think One will be terrible. From what it's shaping up to be thus far, it'll be a good fangame. Keep doing what you're doing. Ask for friend opinions on some parts. Don't be afraid to ask for help.
And just remember that for every person that dislikes it, there's at least one person out there who will like it.

If you can, try to channel those thoughts, or find something else to focus on. It'll be hard (TRUST ME I KNOW), but try not to dwell on them. PUNCH THEM IN THE FACE!! Or make Blight do it, idk.
Danyx25 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Student Writer
and just look at this art... AMAZING!! :)
Danyx25 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Student Writer
you're doing an excellent job on ONE. I think it's the most original on the game mechanics (i really liked the character's battle animations btw :)) everything is turning out great! i get so excited when there's an update released cuz i would really want to finish it! and you shouldn't worry about people getting disappointed, first of all because i don't think people will, but because it's also your fisrt game (which you've been imporving with each update) if you feel good with it why worry about anyone else?                                                                                                         (sorry if the message was annoying tho...)
BlackSnowWonderland Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey, you're new at making games! This is a one person gig that you're pulling ALL on your own! That means character design, programming, editing, EVERYTHING. Don't beat yourself up over it, your journey here is just beginning! Let this be a learning experience to BUILD off of, not something to tear yourself down on.
soapiesthorse Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I've seen you working on One and I really like it. Brah, it's good. *paps*
Toucaan Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, hit me up with a note if you want. I'm a complete stranger, I know, but I hate to see people hurt. 
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