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I don't know what to believe lately...So much has happened and I feel like I can't trust anyone...
I keep hearing about people who talk behind my back and spreading possible lies about me even though I've done nothing to them at all...Big people who I have never associated with trying to tear me down just for making a game...And then there's what happened recently which I don't want to go into detail...all I know is I feel like people are possibly trying to make me look like the devil because of something that caused me great mental pain and gave me many anxiety attacks...

I don't know what I'm supposed to do about it...Nowhere I go is safe...If I try to stay away from everything then I'm trapped with my insistent, negative thoughts that everything bad that happens is my fault...

I'm sorry for all the negativity lately...I can't escape because my thoughts and other people keep dragging me down...

  • Mood: Anxious


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Amu-Amateur Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
*quietly drops myself onto your profile for shits and giggles* hey there, just wanted to drop by here randomly since I'm a fan of your OFF spin off ONE. I know you don't visit dA much and what not, but I want you to know something. You. are amazing, and don't say you're not. You really look like an amazing person, but from the looks of it, you look like you lack such self-esteem that causes such fear and panic in your life. Now listen to me, if you ever read this comment, just get this image in your head where you're with your close friends and fans who are willing to help you and push you several steps forward into life. Now think about this. Why do people look up to you, a person who lacks self esteem? People look up to you because you motivate them to do things in their life, instead of lying down on the ground without any reason, doing nothing but waiting for their pitiful deaths to come by their door.. You simply motivate them to move towards the next steps of life. Now let them do the same to you by letting them motivate YOU. You don't deserve the cruel fate that is your lack of self-esteem. Open your eyes and take the sand of blindness out of your eyeballs, see clearly through the delusion and grab a hold of the hands that come out of the light. Not the hands of the darkness. The hands of the darkness represent your worst nightmares, lack of self-esteem and dysphoria. Don't let them ever, ever grab you, they'd only push you back several steps. If you want to be happy in life, you need to open your eyes and grab a hold of the hands of the light. they represent your achievements, your closest friends and fans.. Hope it helps tho..

one more thing. you're one of the inspirations for a spin off story I'm doing of OFF, called Borderline. Just putting it there, since you're really awesome. ;w; 

with regards,
XcannibalpandaX Featured By Owner May 1, 2015
FIRE!!!!! What's your livestream? I need to watch you art. You inspire me so much.
JourneyToOblivion Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Dont say that, I've been in DeviantArt since 2012 when I created my 1st account ad you're the first person I watched. Now, in my third account, I'm watching you again :3
Keep drawing, doing what you love, and loving the people around you. You might not know, but you're special to them all, and to me too :) (sorry for the english mistakes ^^')
moonstripethecat Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
awwh dont say that <3
BlackFire64 Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2015
It's not really that great D:
But thank you ;-;
moonstripethecat Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your art is amazing c;
DEAFHPN Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist…
Made a base from one of the many species bought ;d <3 heart
Ratfire Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh my gosh i love your voodoo art its so awesome! You just inspired me! :D
ProtectorofTheForest Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
BlackFire64 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015
Thank you
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